Mengapa Engkau menciptakan aku serumit ini ya Tuhan?
Mengapa Engkau membiarkan diriku seperti ini ya Tuhan?
Aku lelah dengan diriku sendiri
Aku lelah dengan kebiasaan burukku...
Insomniaku....
Kelihatan tidak ada banyak pikiran, tetapi banyak yang harus aku pikirkan dan perhitungkan
Kelihatan bahagia, tapi terasa hampa
Kelihatan kuat, tapi lemah
Ingin berbagi tetapi tidak bisa, semua mempunyai masalahnya sendiri
Ingin teriak tapi tidak bisa, karena malam telah semakin larut
Ingin bunuh diri tapi itu tindakan yang sangat amat benar-benar BODOH!
Jika saja bisa
Aku ingin tuk pulang
Meski tak tahu rumah mana rumahku sebenarnya di dunia ini
Aku lelah dengan diriku sendiri
Tidak ada semangat, tujuan dan keahlian yang pasti
Aku lelah
Kapankah aku bisa kembali ke KhadiratMu, ya Tuhan?
Masih lamakah aku harus menunggu?
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
untitled
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
*still figure it out*
I've been try to find those words
to complete my new song
I've been try so many times
but i've found nothing but lost
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And all i want, all i want...
Give me those words oh my God
cause I, I want to sing new song
Give me those words oh my Lord
cause I, I want to sing new song
Just for You, my God
i love You
with all i am
I do
I need You
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Simply song
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Sunday, November 9, 2008
in silence of the evening,
every heart beat of the people started heard in the air.
Stars dancing in night sky,
entertain the lonely heart that watching them above.
I found myself in quiteness and lonelyness wondering and thinking...
how can be i lost my heart.
I try to find it but i can't find it everywhere.
Could it be lost in the place that faraway from where i belongs?
Only time can answer it.
Thank you for teaching me to love someone again
even you are faraway from me.
And now i learn to see the world with full love
that i never give before.
And i have a hope from my many hopes,
that we'll be meet each other one day...
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Labels: poemz
Monday, April 21, 2008
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Met Paskah
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Monday, November 19, 2007
Introduction
This blog i made to publish, not just my poem, but also my friends poem. We have the same desire to express our mind trough the words.......
Hope we can create more, not to prove to the world that we are exists, but coz we like to write down a poem.................
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